F**CK!!!!!

Fuck Him.
  Fuck him for getting into that party. Fuck him for fucking with my mind. Fuck him for not knowing what he wants. Fuck him for dragging me into it. Fuck him for being such a fantastic kisser. Fuck him for critizising my favorite band. Fuck him for barely saying a word to me before he left. Fuck him for not waving. Fuck him for getting my hopes up. Fuck him for making my hopes useless. And fuck him for taking off with my fucking jacket.

Fuck Me.
  Fuck me for always getting into situations like this. Fuck me for caring. Fuck me for not knowing the words that would've make him stay. Fuck me for NOT knowing what I want. Fuck me for wavering. Fuck me for not kissing him back the right way. Fuck me for getting my hopes up. Fuck me for not having more realistic hopes. And fuck me for giving him my fucking jacket!!

  Fuck.